like a cancer

seperti pasien yang divonis mati
yang menyadari kita tidak punya waktu lagi
bagaimana semua keinginan tidak dapat sepenuhnya direalisasikan
saling bunuh dengan harapan dan kenyataan
nyeri..
mungkin kita hanya kambing-hitam dari kenyataan
yang tidak kita munculkan tapi menjadi korban
ingin menyalahkan tapi bukan Tuhan
nyeri..

"andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan..perasaanku

hingga membuat kau percaya..

Akan kuberikan seutuhnya

 Rasa cintaku selamanya...selamanya... "

- d'cinamons ~ selamanya cinta-

can't stop loving ye 

 

Matahari - Sun

ketika para wanita ingin digambarkan bagai rembulan
aku lebih memilih menjadi matahari
jauh dan tak tersentuh
mahadaya tanpa diperdaya

Matahari.. iya Matahari..
bukan Merkurius, bukan Venus, tidak Saturnus, lain Jupiter
bukan tempat yang bisa disinggahi lalu pergi
apalagi sesuatu yang bernama Bumi
tempat yg memberi kehidupan bagi orang lain
tapi tidak pernah merasa ada yg memiliki
 
bukan itu..
aku lebih ingin menjadi Matahari
dimana tidak ada orang yg bisa datang
bukan tempat yg bisa kau tuju untuk suatu tujuan

Matahari simbol keangkuhan yg aku gilai
karna untuk disakiti aku punya diriku sendiri


Translate into English!

When another women wanna be a moon
I choose to be a sun
Too far and untouchable
Become Great and never be tricked

Sun.. it Sun
Not Merkurius, not Venus, not Saturnus, not Jupiter
Not kind of place that ye can visit and leave
Moreover the place known as Earth
The place that give life to other people
But never felt that there are having

Not it..
I prefer to be a Sun
Where there is no one who can come
Not the place that can ye are going for a purpose
The Sun, a symbol of the pride thing that I crazy of
Because if just to kill me, I have myself


note: ceritanya lagi main puisi2an. tolong dimaklumi!

with brokenhearted

Vy

SHARING IS CARING

Voila!!

hahahah I just wanna introduce my friend
He is good-lil bit-freaky writer
but I love his brain
He is my sparring partner of  everything..
sometimes we talk wisely but talk randomly almost!

Read his mind.. and ye will get point of no return!!!
click link below to explore his mind:

here we go!

note: He is single also. 
         So ye girls, ye have a chance!!! hahahaha
         To meet my another friend go right of my blog 

adios!

vy

Dear Bapak No. 1 and No. 2

Hm. Yeah I know it will be unwise if I post about it in this 'masa tenang' and I conscious that I really really super duper late for this euforia.Trully, I am the person who never give a shit about politic or whatever their substation. I believe that my fate is depend on my effort. No matter who becomes my President.But! All this citizen euforia forces me to read and learn more about the candidates.

No. 1 is Prabowo Subianto as known as Danjen Koppasus who have same born date with me October 17th. Haha. He has a bad past about abduction of students related on "Tragedy May '98". Who knows the truth, this is politic. Politic is dirty, yah that is what my father said. Sometimes we just become a victim of misunderstanding. But for me everyone have they own past, the important thing is how we could raise and revise our present for the better future. And I think Prabowo does that!

No. 2 is Ir. Joko Widodo as known as Jokowi Governor of DKI Jakarta who loves to 'blusukan' and start his first politic ran as Mayor of Surakarta. The nicest leader that I ever know. Hardworker low-profile person. He did all action with his heart. As we know what done with heart will receive to heart. But Megawati's figure is shadowing his steadiness. I am afraid he just becomes a weapon or blacksheep of her personal ambition.

I dont know. In fact, i cant vote tommorow because I am far away from home, Balikpapan. My vote right is on Surabaya. I AM EXHAUSTED TO HEAR DEBATE FROM THE PERSON WHO FANATIC TO SUPPORT BOTH OF THEM. It is overrated. I love both of the but I fuckin'hate for the fanatic supporter. Remember dude, ye still have more important own life to manage than ye are busy to spend yer time to campaign them.

Last. I have own note for the bapak no. 1 and no. 2. 
Dear Bapak Prabowo, everyone has past. If ye become a President please prove that what they blame to ye is wrong and prove that we are not wrong to choose ye. We are ready for yer revolution to become Macan Asia. Ye have POWER to bring Indonesia for better future.
Dear Bapak Jokowi, ye already best enough. If ye become a President please keep in yer path. Yer own way. Keep be yourself. No matter who the person that standing next to ye. Please still becomes Jokowi from Surakarta who already know how the feel becomes the poor citizen. Ye have the special thing, yer HEART. Always use it, Pak.

#IAMSTANDONTHEWRONGSIDE
#SALAM2JARI
#IndONEsiaBangkit

Vy

blue..

Lagi..
Ku hirup lagi aroma lara dari kenangan yang kau tinggalkan
Ku hirup dalam-dalam hingga terasa merasuk keseluruh nadiku
Bukan untuk menyakitiku sekali lagi
Bukan untuk menyadarkanku bagaimana kau pergi
Bukan..
Hanya ingin menghidupkan cerita yang tak pernah menemukan jalan kembali

with or without life show must go on..

15.03

...and this shit happens (again)

Yeah, whatever. I just cant imagine how I could fall into the same hole, black dark hole I mean.
Nonono, It explain too much I think.
But, when I get my blog again it surely about brokenhearted.

Hey man! This is life. We will fall and rise over and over again.
So, why I so serious about this pain.
I just .. I just .. I'm not looking for attention for this sad bad romance. I just enjoy write what I feel.
It's not a sin, is it?

No matter how hard I tried become perfect for the one that I loved, I always fail.
Now, I sincere my heart to love myself.
Tired fighting for the one who never cares me.
Who the hell are ye? A superman? Hahaha kidding.
Yah ye were my Superman even I never became yer Louis Lane.

Lame for me that always cry a river for the man that not deserve for me.
Yeah, I prove that I am lame. 

I think it feels like deja vu when I should write:

"I Just want make harmony with my past, 
                    God please sincere my heart"

Nick Vujicic

Nick Vujicic

LIVE WITHOUT LIMITS !

Bagaimana kita bisa bercermin dari orang yg sebenarnya hidup dalam "keterbatasan" tapi mampu melakukan apa yg lebih berguna bagi sesama. Tanpa merasa dan mengekang diri dalam "keterbatasan" itu. 

Apa yg lebih membelenggu hidup kita selain diri kita sendiri, bebaskan pikiran2 negatif dan mulaui mensyukuri apa yg kita punya adalah salah satu kebijaksanaan dalam hidup.