Hey Super 17, we meet again!

Thanks God I am still breathing till now. Not only breathing but also I am still living in the best situation and condition. Thanks to give me a chance become Venny Yulinda, I am really grateful for all this life maze. I really proud of myself also. This is 24th year for my life. Hahaha finally, I am officially 24yo.

Thanks my parents, my mom and dad that always support and always give me a best part of my life. Never let me down. Thanks to teach me how to life, teach me everything that I never got in the school or never I found in my books. Teach how to rise after fall, teach how to breath in suffocate, teach how to run when others still busy to tie their shoestail up. Thanks for all the lesson. But them forget to teach me about give up. But hey ye both, ye teach me how to spend money and enjoy this life also. So, I grew up as money-spender. Lil bit terrible yah. But, this is yer half son and half daughter that always love and live for ye.

My silly-young-sister, hahaha thanks to share everything with me. When I realize I have something that I can't share to anyone else in this world.. I still have ye in the top of my list. Thanks to excuse all my stupidity, even I was born as elder, both of us known that I am not as mature as ye. Who cares! Don't forget I am waiting foe yer gift!! Haha.

Where am I? Now, I am lying in the bed on my dorm house, this is still Friday but I am not going to work because of birthday leave that Regus give to me. Busy to reply hundreds message from all the person who love me. Hahaha. Feels so blue known still many people that care about my birthday. They sent me text, Voice Note, Video, edited photo and make a call.. ahh they fulfill all my social network. Yeah, for now I am miles away from all that people, but their love and appreciate still reach me go through all this distance.

Why I so busy think of the person who never give a shit to cares me, if I have million friends that still love me no matter who I am. In my birthday, I realize that I still have many people that care about me. I will become the most stupid person if I still mending broken of my past. 

Forget about the past..

Yah, prayer and hope from them is so various. Majority, hope me to long live, prospered and the most important hope is I MEET A MATE AND MARRIED SOON. I conscious 24yo is a mature age to getting married, but hey what I already have to build a family? I still have nothing. But I just said 'Amien' for their hope for me, prayer is good, isn't it? Thanks for all my friends who still care and love me. I proud to have all of ye also.

My wish for myself:

1. God I just wanna be the person whom my parents proud of.
2. I hope I have a great improve on my career
3. I hope I could achieve whatever I want
4. STILL! I hope I could be a bliss for others around me

Last, lemme show off the gift from all my friends :*

From Pak Mugi, mantan Manager di PT ASJA

mimin and keceng

My Hot Mama, Nira

Gatau deh si Ambon mikir apaan, bisa2nya post yg ini

Mb Kriting sama entahlah itu bapak2 darimana

Paling Favo, dari om Ulit

Mb Ginuk niihh yg bikin

my beloved chair-mate on Elementary School, Ai

Paling sukak punya Nanda, fullcolor

Tyop, yers is no RIVAL!

poto2 lawas dari Nyamik

yg ngedoain makin cantik, Depe

Yg nungguin ampe jam 12, mb Lany

Yang kadonya on-time, kk Mayis

lek seng rusuh ngene, mesti wek'e Admet

the one and only, yg doanya paling panjang, my keceng :*

woohoo.. Too many yah,,

I really proud of them

See ye next year! Amien.

happy-hearted-birthday-person

Vy

17.10.14 

Ketika curcol senantiasa menjadi curmax!

Karena akhir2 ini lagi banyak temen yg curhat tipis2, gue jadi mikir se-hopeless itukah mereka sampe2 harus curhat sama gue. Bahahaha kek gue waras aja gitu diajakin curhat. Yah, at least I am a good listener lah. Curhatan mereka bermacam2, mulai dari kuliah yg ga kelar2, kerjaan, negara, beras naik, bbm naik, bbm ga bersubsidi, bbm kaga dibalas gebetan, digantungin mantan, susah move on (ini curhatan paling bangke, apa kabarnya gue?), masi sayang mantan dan makin kronis dan masih banyak yg lainnya. Itu terbukti dari keyakinan mereka curhat ke gue (yg sebenernya mungkin mereka jg kilav pada dasarnya).

Dari yg curhatnya tipis2 sampe akhirnya jadi konsultasi berkala.

Kalo masi masalah hidup, kuliah dan kerjaan, otak dan experience gue masi bisa lah mem-back-up curhatan mereka, gue masi bisa kasi kiat2 yg sedikit rada masuk akal, dan sedikitnya lagi masuk kuping kiri keluar kuping kanan. Tapi kalo udah masalah cinta2an, ampun boskukkkk.. mending lu cari orang lain ajah. Tapi gue paling demen dengerin curhatan cinta2an, kenapa? karena gue bisa dengan serta merta membully membabi-buta tanpa ampun tanpa takut kualat, mo kualat gimana lagi orang gue aja uda tragis gini :)))))))

Tapi yah, cuma suka lucu gitu denger curhatan2 galau temen sendiri, karna pada hakikatnya gue yg lebih sering curhat2 ke mereka, sekilas inget sama diri sendiri gitu. Ooh shit! gue pernah gini juga, dan rasanya lucu aja, jijik2 geli gimana gitu. Gue baru tersadar, pada saat gue galau gue ternyata cukup menghabiskan waktu temen2 gue untuk sekedar ngedengerin curhatan gue yg itu2 aja tapi dibahas pagi-siang-sore-malam, yg ga cuma 1x24 jam tapi ribuan x 24 jam. Bukan, bukan gue ngeluh karena temen2 gue pada rame curhat ke gue akhir2 ini, tapi malah sebaliknya, banyak hal yg gue pelajari dari curhatan2 ngenes mereka ini.

Banyaaaakk bgt yg bisa gue ambil hikmahnya, yeah the benefits indeed.

Banyak pelajaran2 yg ga tertulis disana. Membuat gue jadi tau harus gimana kalo menghadapi situasi seperti itu, jadi semacam sharing is caring yah. Gue sok ngeh ama curhatan mereka tapi disisi lain gue take a noted for my own life. Jadi boleh begini kalo ininya begini, gue harus gitu kalo itunya gitu, harus nganu kalo anunya lagi anu. Yah pelajaran lah. Dan sangat membantu!

Tapi hal yg paling malesin adalah ketika gue udah mulai kepancing dan mulai mabok ngasi suggest ke mereka, hey man it so fuckin stupid things that I ever did, saat gue mulai berapi2 ngasi kiat2 jitu lulus ujian nasional pergalauan, tiba2 temen gue dengan santai dan songgongnya nyeletuk

 "yakin lu? lu aja kandas mulu ngurusin percintaan lu!"

Oh men! sakitnya sekujur badan kalo kita lagi seru2nya nanggepin obrolan mereka dan mereka ngebalesnya kek gitu, lu tau rasanya kek air susu dibales dengan air tuba, perih bray. Lah terus apa motif lu curhat ke gue gitu kan. Ternyata usut punya usut, mereka, orang2 yg galau itu, sebenernya really dont give a shit about yer suggestion and wisdom word, they just need a person who hear and (pretend to be) understand their problem, and they think I am the person who never have a serious face, saking ga pernah seriusnya ato karena saking seringnya gue bully kalo lagi curhat kali yah, jadi mereka sesaat lupa ama galaunya, tapi kalo uda ga curhat lg ya galooooooo lagi lahhhh. :))

What the lonely broken-hearted person need absolutely? They just need a crazy warm-hearted listener!

Lu gaperlu ngasi kiat2 apalah itu, ga perlu sok2 bersimpati-ria. Lu cukup dengerin dan.. yang paling penting kalo lo ngadepin temen2 galau lu adalah sekali lagi dengerin aja dan BULLY lah!!!!

Kapan lagi lu bisa tertawa diatas kegalauan temen lu sendiri, mo sok2 ikutan sedih? yg ada malah bikin temen lu ditemukan kaku di selokan depan rumah nya beberapa jam kemudian. 

They just need yer laugh and lil bit yer wisdom. 

We have time to face it seriously and sometime they just need a friend to laugh at their stupidity.

Is it not there is always the rainbow after a storm go? 

Vy