...and this shit happens (again)

Yeah, whatever. I just cant imagine how I could fall into the same hole, black dark hole I mean.
Nonono, It explain too much I think.
But, when I get my blog again it surely about brokenhearted.

Hey man! This is life. We will fall and rise over and over again.
So, why I so serious about this pain.
I just .. I just .. I'm not looking for attention for this sad bad romance. I just enjoy write what I feel.
It's not a sin, is it?

No matter how hard I tried become perfect for the one that I loved, I always fail.
Now, I sincere my heart to love myself.
Tired fighting for the one who never cares me.
Who the hell are ye? A superman? Hahaha kidding.
Yah ye were my Superman even I never became yer Louis Lane.

Lame for me that always cry a river for the man that not deserve for me.
Yeah, I prove that I am lame. 

I think it feels like deja vu when I should write:

"I Just want make harmony with my past, 
                    God please sincere my heart"